God is Commanding Me

94 FenelonSpoke, that's nice. What''ve you got for the next level down, beyond anxiety, when everything seems so utterly hopeless that anxiety is obviated by exhaustion and all that remains is raw astonishment that it could be that awful when you trusted all along in the good? Just in case I might reach that level...?
Posted by: mindful webworker - things could always get worse at February 04, 2015 07:40

My debt is so overwhelmingly huge that i know that without divine intercession, I will die with more. It's monopoly money at this point. And, of course, with those kind of finances, no woman will ever give me a second glance, so getting married again ain't gonna happen. Neither is a home.

But I feel God is commanding me to keep on keeping on. So I do.

Be as well as you can. You're not alone.